WTF is wrong with me?
I am living the life.

Like, for ReaL.

Beautiful privileged existence, filled with perks and bliss, roses and gin and tonic.

Amazing.
Almost as extravagant as portrayed on social media – yet not as glamorous. But still…

I can’t believe I’m writing about that ish.

I can’t believe I’m about to say it out loud.

I can’t believe I’m longing for it.
Sometimes…
Cause if I’m keeping it real:

#MostTimes, I don’t even think about it.

#MostTimes, I almost does not even remember it once was somehow “important” and/or “relevant” –
But when it surfaces, it drowns all I’ve been building. It pollutes the purest air, it wrecks havoc my world… in my mind-

WTF is wrong with me?

Not a damn thing.

I’m just being a me.

#MostTimes

©️ Daphne Mia Essiet, 2016