#LetYouKnow

I dreamt about you.

How weird does it sound?

I dreamt and you were here, and I should have told you then everything I’m too shy to #LetYouKnow when I’m awake.

#LetYouKnow how I miss “it”

#LetYouKnow it’s not the the same

#LetYouKnow the void you left when “we” decided it was “best to part”.

#LetYouKnow how I felt- and still feel, indeed – watery, cold and empty – from your absence

#LetYouKnow that I’d love you to know that all I write is about you, yet is about me, actually…

#LetYouKnow how liberating and therapeutic it is to openly let it known and, as I’m turning a new leaf: Let It Out, maybe – one last time.

I sense that years from now I’ll fondly read those words – and realize how the Universe conspired into letting me know, what I have known all along.

#LetYouKnow

©️ Daphne Mia Essiet, 2016