#InBecomingTheWomanIWasAlwaysMeantToBe

Life is challenging. No kidding.

Constantly remind myself to be thankful for all the blessings in my life does not make me not complain about what things could be if I had spent more time focusing on things I really wanted.

“Make it happen” they say. But is it that easy? There is a plethora of things that excite me.

First and foremost, music. I love to sing, write and compose, but never really share, being overly critical of my abilities. I also love science and engineering, and have been thinking for a few months about exploring these new horizons, but have to think on the implication of going back to school on my personal and financial life. Finally, I have been writing this novel… I am still on the first page tho, hahahaha. Sci-fi— I feel I need a stronger plot tho. to be continued.

Maybe I just need to start things… *shift of consciousness*

I plan on 2015 to be the woman I was always meant to be. Looking passed judgements, focus on my goals, plan strategically and act.

Wish me luck.

©️ Daphne Mia Essiet, 2015

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8 thoughts on “#InBecomingTheWomanIWasAlwaysMeantToBe

  1. Sandra Mulumba

    So intriguing that I am constantly in that spot too!! Unable to decide which dream or passion to follow at a certain point in time… This year, I chose music as well and joined the praise team at my church. But I miss my art, my paints and charcoal =( I also miss blogging and writing. I was writing a book too. Been writing it forever, LOL! Did you ever continue writing yours? I’m encouraging you to get back to it!!! I’ll be your first reader 🙂

    Xoxo,

    SMS~

    • FGIBK

      Well yeah, I think we were exposed to too many things and haven’t found the true passion, or haven’t been able to explore completely how to experience it to it’s fullest. I also think that as a woman there are a lot of fields that we unconsciously avoid because considered “men dominated”, etc… As I grow older I become more and more the woman I have meant to be all these years. Challenging. I still want to write that books but now I am focusing on some music. I hope that very soon I’ll be able to become better and make my living with it. I’m looking forward to reading your blog sis 😉

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